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Name: Kayla
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Chicago
Birthday: 9/26/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: soccer (i travel w/ the twisters!) people i cant live w/o - ->>ed,ak , js, jv, bg, ka, kd, m, rm, ja, jg, nw, lg, jh<<- - my soccer team basketball ,track. music. black eyeliner. jolly ranchers.dr pepper. white sox , some say it's an unhealthy obsession, i say it's love. lip gloss.boys, shopping, hangin out round tinley with my people. mascara. randomly changin my hair color doughnuts with pink frosting anything flavored cherry
Expertise: Soccer.Track.Karate.Telling people what they don't want to here Screwing things up. Being impatient. Eating sweet tarts. Watching Gilmore Girl's Marathons for hours. Saying random things out of no where. singing in the shower. procrastinating. doin things that end up in a trip to the hospital, namely jumping off things. gettin bad sunburn.
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Sunday, May 21, 2006

wow. so uh it's been like  a few months. It feels like years. So much has changed. it's unbelievable. We came in first place in fall and winter sessions in soccer and we got moveds up to B. We've been on a terrible losing streak since. Thats ok. We have eachother, we laugh and have fun. As long as we keep practicing we will get better and kick ass next season. Tourney this weekend. = ] Nothing's better then hangin out with those girls all day. I made Jv. Cheer at tinley. thats gonna be cool. summer practice, UCA, etc. Join`n bnasketball outside of school because of cheer. Graduation is in less then 2 weeks. Oh god is that an amazing/scary thought. It's gonna be so weird. 6 flags is Tuesday. yay. Court's grad party was last night, that was hella fun. lookin forward to my own now! and boys... = ] who knows. with me you dont know lol. I'm done with the creepy kids. lol. this one might just be a good one ; ]  I'm going to focus on not messing up my freshman year. I did a little of that this year and it's getting pretty old pretty quick. The dance was fun, so was the after party at degens. I'm gonna take care of myself now. Starting over at high school with my bestfriends is gonna be good i think. It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time. I dont know. I have to stop second geussing myself and other people and learn to trust people a little more. But i am lucky to have about  7 or 8 people i truley can trust. My 8 knows who they are = ] I'm done now. who knoews if ill be back. Theres so much going on with school sports friends and family that i barely had time to write this.


Thursday, July 28, 2005

kayla's back  updates later


Tuesday, July 26, 2005

waste your time with your friends.
live for the moment - - lauqh often
do anythinq and everythinq even
if its something youll regret in the
morning. sleep late && when you
wake up  you  can laugh  about it
with your friends because friends
are  what  matter most  and when
you   have   friends   you   have
       e v e r y t h i n g

Here I go, scream my lungs out
And try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one
That gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Half of life is fucking up, the other half is dealing with it.

When your parents catch you too drunk to walk & too high to talk, when you can't think and you don't know what to do.. don't ask me 'cause I'll be right there fucked up with you.

 

Never let a guy know you like him because
then he knows that whatever he does, you're
still gunna love him & he's gunna mess with
your heart until it breaks in half

I hope the worst isn’t over, I hope you blink before I do. And I hope I never get sober. And I hope when you think of me years down the line, you can’t find one good thing to say. And I hope that if I found the strength to walk out, you’d stay the hell out of my way.

 


we`re m o v i n g   o n  and  we
can't    s l o w    d o w n    these
m e m o r i e s  are  playing  like
a   film   without   sound 

best memories, best times, best friends<3 when
you're sad..we'll get drunk and plot revenge on
the asshole who upset you. when you trip..i'll laugh
and ask "walk much?" && when you're confused...
i'll use little words to explain it to your dumb ass

 

so carry me around like a picture in your pocket
and take me out when things are at their worse;
you can show up at my house completely unanounced
and we can have that movie kiss we talked about

 


they call her for dinner, she makes up a reason. she looks at her arms and rolls down her sleeves. her mother is starting to see thru her lies; and last night her father had tears in his eyes

 


theres gonna be times in life where
you just keep falling. dont waste your
energy trying to climb back up.
chances are you wont get very far
before you fall down again--so just make
the best out of it and build a castle right
where you are.

 

she finally told him how she felt
she downright spilled her heart out
& she prayed to herself that he would
care, but he just walked away as she
silently stood there __________
Too often we don’t realize what we have until it’s gone. Too often we wait too late to say “I’m sorry…I was wrong.” Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts and we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let unimportant things into mind and then it’s usually too late to see what made us blind.

 

There are all kinds of feelings. There’s the feeling you get when you’re walking home in the evening sun & your head’s in the clouds & your feet are floating over the ground & your stomachs fluttering so hard you don’t think you can stand it anymore. When everything looks bright & clear & everything smells brand new. When the freshness of air tingles on your skin & it feels like something's alive...& you can’t stop smiling...& the sand beneath your feet is so soft that you want to take off your shoes & spin around & around & you know that you would look like a fool...but you don’t care...because you’re in love

You asked me how much I love you. God, where do I begin? You’re the reason I wake up each morning & the reason I dream each night. I can’t breathe without whispering your name, or close my eyes without seeing your face. When we are apart my body aches for you. When we are together I long to please you. When I laugh, when I cry, when I daydream...it’s all done with you in mind. I know I have known you not just in this life, but many lives before because I have more love in my heart for you, than a person can gather in just one lifetime. Without you I could not walk this earth. For you are the reason I exist. You are my whole heart as well as my soul. Without your love I would be empty, so you see, you are everything, my life, that’s how much I love you

could you look me in the eye && tell me that your happy now ?

I want a boy who will give me his favorite sweatshirt
& he will always whisper something sweet in my ear.
&even if we are a million years old,
butterflies will still go crazy inside me
The day I met you, my life changed. The way you make me feel is hard to explain. You make me smile in a special kind of way. You make me fall deeper for you everyday & when I look into your eyes, I know it’s true. There’s no one else in the world for me but you

In three words,
I can sum up everything I've learned about life.
It goes on
I don’t know what you'll remember me as
Will I be the girl who broke your heart?
The one who showed you what true love was?
I just want you to know that no matter who I am to you,
you have a special place in my heart
that no one can tear apart
I'll love you always no matter where life takes us

 I love how your eyes close
whenever you kiss me. & when
I’m away from you, I love how
you miss me. I love the way you
always treat me tenderly. But,
darling most of all, I love how
you love me. I love how your
heart beats whenever I hold you.
i love how you think of me without
being told to. I love the way your
touch is always heavenly, but
darling most of all I love how
you love me

I finally felt that thing ... that moment when you kiss someone
and everything around you becomes hazy and the only thing
in focus is you and this person  ... and you realize that that person
is the only person you’re supposed to kiss **for the rest of your
life… and for one moment you get this amazing gift.. and you wanna
laugh … and you wanna cry ... because you feel so lucky that you’ve
found it... and so scared that it’ll go away...all at the same time

 you're the only one that can put my
l i f e  . b a c k  . t o g e t h e r .

 

could you look me in the eye && tell me that your happy now ?

Too often we don’t realize what we have until it’s gone. Too often we wait too late to say “I’m sorry…I was wrong.” Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts and we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let unimportant things into mind and then it’s usually too late to see what made us blind.

they call her for dinner, she makes up a reason. she looks at her arms and rolls down her sleeves. her mother is starting to see thru her lies; and last night her father had tears in his eyes you got enemies? good--
that means you stood up
for _ something in your
life

 

    


Sunday, July 24, 2005

Currently Listening
Destination Unknown
By Mest
cadillac
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WARPED WAS AMAZING

so yesterday, alysa came over then we just talked for like 20 minutes then ann came, so we went to jessicas to pick up her brit and nickie, so then we got to the tweeter. we walked around for a few minutes. then we heard all american rejects so we headed to the stage. then hawthorne hights came on . we got pretty close to the front. so jessicas like hey you wanna go up? i was like hmm, ya. so jess and brit picked me up and i crowd surfed to the front. the body guard picked me up and put me on the ground and i walked aroun the front back to jess brit alysa nickie and ann. on my way to them i found marie and natalie. we talked then we went back to listening  and stuff. so when they were done we walked back to the line up to see where we wanted to go and who we wanted to see. so then we walked around. i lost brit jess nickie and alysa for a while. so while it was just me and ann i saw, relient k ,my chemical romance ( gerard way is a fucking god! so awsome, the pushing was so bad he had to stop and hes like on the count of 4 back up, 1, 2, 3, 4, back the fuck up! high 5's everyone, not just today but everyday.), starting line ( 2nd worst moshing, i was 5ft. from the stage and i had to get out cuz this girl punched me and i got dizzy. what a bitch. )  then i seen atreyu(amazing) but before atreyu i seen mest which was awsome. ann didnt know the words to cadilac so she just said the words she knew over and over. then we seen fallout boy, oh man, that was the worst moshing i was in. i didnt get in to the bad ones for mcr., there was so many ppl gettin takin to the hospital. i got kicked in the eye. lol i lost nicke . natalie was holding on the back loop of my jeans, nickie was on the front pocket. lol brit gettin that bag, hey ya i like free stuff! well i may have forgot some details but it was awsome.   xoxo  x3 kayla

&&  shes just a stupid little
girl with her  hopes  to high
&& feelings much to strong
especially for a boy like him

tidal waves they rip right through me
tears from eyes worn cold and sad
pick me up now, i need you so bad ©

listen   to   your   heart   before   you
            make the biggest mistake  of your life.

ii`ll remember the laughter as we go our separate ways ;;
but there's so much we're learning & we can not be afraid.
There's a world outside our door & nothing in our way, but
if it's not what we're looking for, we'll meet again someday.

.& i'll pull myself together just to fall once more...

she made alliances with the dark side of Hollywood ..
                where everything looks good

I`d rather hear your drunken truths
Then your sober lies <//3

make up
chases the tears down her face
the handprints left on her throat
he hits her shed ask for more
just a little slut

Somebody asked if I knew you.
I just laughed & said "Nah, I used to."

Loaded words & Loaded friends
  Are loaded guns to our heads

i think way too much.. on a one track mind.
youu`re so out of touch, cause i`m so far behind.


who i am hates who ive been


Friday, July 22, 2005

woke up went to the mall, bought a dress for the wedding then went to bulldogs with emma and mike-13 emma, oh man fun times

WARPED        TOMARROW      BITCHES!!!



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